Sunday, November 4, 2007

Climb the Mountain...



Climb The Mountain


I tried to climb the mountain today. As I inched my way up the path, I felt out of breath and had to turn back.I tried to climb the mountain today. But, It was so hot outside, I thought I had better stay in my nice air-conditioned house and rest up for tomorrow's attempt.I tried to climb the mountain today. On my journey, darkness started to fall and I was full of fear, so I had to return to a safe place.I was ready to climb the mountain today. But I had so may other things to do, so instead of climbing the mountain I took care of the much more important tasks; I washed my car, mowed the grass and watched the big game. Today the mountain will have to wait.I was going to climb the mountain today. But as I stared at the mountain in all it's majestic beauty, I knew I had no chance of making it to the top, so I figured why even begin trying.I had forgotten about climbing the mountain today, until an old friend came by and asked what I was up to lately. I told him about all my plans to climb that mountain someday. I went on and on about how I was going to accomplish the task.He stopped me and said, "I just got back from climbing that mountain. for the longest time I told myself I was going to try to climb it but never made any progress.""I almost let the dream of making it to the top die. I came up with every excuse of why I could not make it up the mountain, but never once did I give myself a reason why I could. One day as I stared at the mountain and pondered, I realized that if I didn't make an attempt at this dream all my dreams would eventually die."" The next morning, I started my climb. It was not easy, and at times I wanted to quit. But no matter what I faced, I placed one foot in front of the other, keeping a steady pace. When the wind tried to blow me over the edge, I kept walking. When the voices inside my head screamed, stop! I focused on my goal, never letting it out of sight. I kept moving forward. I could not quit because I knew I had come too far to stop now. Time and time again, I reassured myself that I was going to finish this journey. I struggled mightily to make it to the top, but I CLIMBED THE MOUNTAIN.""I have to be going," my friend said. "Tomorrow is a new day to accomplish more dreams. By the way what are you going to do tomorrow?"I looked at him, with intensity and confidence in my eyes, and said, "I HAVE A MOUNTAIN TO CLIMB.
"Author unknown"

1 comment:

Alex said...

Hey Jen,

I read through your journal and the webpage for the med's your trying. Were going through exactly the same journey...I have 116 pounds to lose...I lost the unhappy marriage almost 10 years ago...I blamed my weight on my unhappy state...promised myself I would fix it after divorce....I am still 116 pounds over weight. Funny thing...I hadn't seen it that way until today.

Are you exercising? Can you with the meds? I walk 3-4 times a week. Exercise is easy for me (walking anyway) I have lost 30 pounds since last December. I had hoped to be much further by now. I am beginning to realize...the walking has helped and helped me from gaining but it's what I am eating that's the problem. I just read a book I think would help you...Life is Hard...Food Is Easy by Linda Spangle....it's really made me think more about why I eat and why I react to certain things....very good book! I got mine used from Amazon.

I put your blog on my bloglines today so I can keep up with your progress and encourage you as you go!

Alex