Monday, March 31, 2008

Good Morning either way...

Life sure is different these days, I mean things chnage for me daily and some days for the good and others I just wanna scream, I did however find out some important information..Ok I was told by a medical professional a fews ago that I have PCOS and I have just learn to deal with that fact that I may never concieve, Its been well over a year with no cycle etc well I have been so concern about this Bi - polar that I never stopped to think, hey it may be my hormones going NUTTS! well...to make a very long story short...I am having one and a VERY Bad one so MAYBE Jus maybe thats it :) so I May be pretty normal / well sort of ...

My Job is great, The Mountains on my way to work always seem to make me smile, they were beautiful today with the fog surrounding them. I wish i had time to have a picnic alone with a good book, seems there aren't enough hours in the day.

My Dogs are acting a bit weird, I guess I freaked Luda out yesterday, after cleaning my house all morning long, I had to leave for work..I have been putting her in the kennel ( Inside cage type thing ) anyway, she has a way of escaping ...anyway while at work yesterday she did and got into the trash, after getting home last night, I walked in to the mes she made and just sat in the florr and CRIED and CRIED, she had no idea what was wrong with me, the funny thing is neither did I.. Sad but True when we went to bed she was back to normal however, I felt extremly guilty and still have no earthly idea why I cried over a dog make a mess... Maybe I just needed it because afterwards I felt much better.

I did have time to get my bills fixed for next month and take some "me" time, I am reading a GREAT book..by Valerie Bertinelli " Losing It - and gaining my life back one pound at a time..." wow GREAT book, I can relate to alot of her comments about the FAT thing ha ha..

OK well off and running for the day...

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