Monday Morning..

Ok For Starters I will say this...I think I might have ate over my 1200 calories yesterday, I am not sure but I ate..Lunch Hotdog ( YES I know I know... ) anyway moving along Dinner...I ate a Chiken wrap with Lettuce, and a Fruit and walnut salad...and Last night for some un known reason I was STARVINGGG soo I went down to walgreens @ 9:00 at night and bought HEALTHY Trail mix (200 Calories) I think That might have been what threw me over the 1200 calories but I am not sure...I know that yesterday seem to drag on and drag on..I cleaned the house, done laundry and mainly read. (Both a Mag & The internet)

I did however find out that I am cooking Thanksgiving dinner this year for Both familys which makes me a lil nervious..I am extremely nervious about this...#1 because I can NOT stand Michaels family, they always seem to have something bad to say, I am sure they will find fault in the meal, #2 because I would like to think I can control my eating on that day BUT, it is Thanksgiving dinner (which mind you has always been my VERY favorite holiday, mainly because of the food) so I am not sure how this will turn out...I know that I have made the decision to "Take it one day at a time" and leave room for a few mistakes along the way...Holidays are a bad time for this...BUT I will do it...

As far as the meds go...Like i said...I did find myself a lil hungry last night which concerned me..BUT I did sleep better last night, without waking up...This morning I felt a lil more tired then I have in the past week...I decided that I would wait until I got to work to take my medicine..I had leg cramps all morning and not sure if they can be linked...

I did get a Post this morning on my blog which I was happy about...The main reason that makes me happy is I am finding more and more people that understand what I am going through...more then I thought..I love reading their journeys. I see that other people are in a struggle as well and that helps me know that I am not totally alone in this battle. Life is hard but when you add the extras in there sometimes it seems to get harder...My first FULL week will be tomarrow!!!!